so i ended it.
just a few glimpse of her.
makes me wanna take back the same road again.
i wish i can just speak out to her.
even just a simple "Hi"
but is it worth all of it now?
for what i decided before all these.
i think it was for the best.
no point of worrying and stressing yourself to that someone.
because that someone doesnt know how you feel.
another agenda:
i got my lungs results.
things are not doing good for me.
need to face the operating room again.
haiz
die!
wish i could just really die while they operate me.
makes me suffer more.
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