i will be strong,
like how i dealt with my past experience.
which has been doing just fine,
im sick of melting my heart and expressing my feelings for girls anymore.
they just are some dumb species i guess which cant think properly.
they dont think through their mind, they think following expressions.
who doesnt give a chance to you when you messed up big time and wanted to patch back, but liking someone who was comforting her through her tough times.
i feel like im treated like a snack pack in 7-11.
if you get bored of other stuffs, then you will just come and find me back.
it feels like shit.
or even cant forget those guys who hurted them and thought i will be the same.
seriously, if you cant forget about that guy, go, try again. for all i care, dont think i never got hurt from relationships.
or even if she goes back to her hometown, she cant devoted herself to that guy 100%
lame. seriously, if far distance relationship is an excuse we cant make it, why can others do it, but not you.
i aint weak like last time.
and im laughing to myself...
to think that you those in the past are worthy to be loved and i lose control of myself to you all.
the tables have turned, you cant change me back to last time.
i dont wanna be the weak,sick,pathetic loser.
and to think girls i fell for last are very very special to me till i got hurt.
guess again... you all are not worthy
such pesticides and low life creature you all dont deserve to be a friend or someone to talk to and you all lost my respect.
and not to all of the women i met.
just a few people i know.
so no harsh feelings.
i apologise in advance for the other females readers whom are reading this.
