Dom, do you got any outside problem?
Huh? no... why so?
No la, you seem different already, and it's not like you.
Why do you say that chef?
I think you really lost focus on your work, you seem to be forgetful these past few months.
Really?? Die! Haha
Not funny Dom, seriously, you've changed.
Erm... seriously chef?
Yea, last time, you came to work with your smiling cheerful and energetic self. You love your work
Now, seems like you quiet down, not active as before, and you're standard has gone down rapidly
And it's like really you are forced to come down here, and go back, and you lost your passion.
Are you really ok Dom? This is not you. Are you sick? Tired or stressed out? Is it because of your breakup last time it affected you?
Do you need a vacation Dom?
........
I'm sorry chef, i will do my best in future.
i wont dissapoint you next time.
Please take care Dom, we really need the old you back. =]
We missed the old you. Funny, charming, blurish, cursing here and there if youre stressed out.
Anything, you can find me.
Thank you chef.
Hmm......
Did i really change to that?
I think it did after today.
Maybe it's just a phase.
Even my shuffle friends said so.
I lost my touch, my smile, my funny laughter.
Even slackshoes "Ah Do, i know youre changing, it's good, but please dont change to worst ok?"
Helmy saw me and said "Ah Do, you changed alot sia!"
I was left speechless.
but i think mean i lost my zen, im very quiet recently.
Even at work i did ignore Sabrina,
cause just i thought just forget bout everything in the past and mind my own businees.
Until today i saw her face to face, ignore her and she called my name i didnt replied.
Until she yelled:
"DOMINIC!! Whats going on?! Why are you like this now??? This is not you!!!!! I Hate you."
i even saw tears while she walked away.
This is the second time i made a girl cried with my actions.
Another great thing to do.
Seriously, after this. I'm gonna be ignored by all the ladies staffs tomorrow.
Seriously, i feel fine, my emotional state is balance, i dont cry myself to bed.
i eat regulary but still getting skinnier.
Is it cause of the gene-generation leukemia?
FUCK NO! I DONT WANNA DIE SOON!
haha.
but yea.
gonna check up my lungs.
seem to be coughing lot now.
don't worry i'll be strong
haha
=]
i know i will.
i've been through this alone for the past 3 months.
=]
pray i dont hear the word operation, hospital or positive for leukemia.
